mazohyst of decadence
(music by Kaoru)

inochi tachikirareta boku
amari ni hayasugita shi
keshite umare kawarete mo
tachikirenai
[kein] to [eibl]

umiotosareru kodomo tsumi no ishiki no nai otona otosare
namae mo nai boku naze koko ni iru no ka sae wakaranai keredo
"tatta suukagetsu no inochi tomo shirazu...."

boku wa aisaretai boku wa umaretai kono botai no naka mitsumete
boku ga ishiki wo matta toki kara nikkagetsu me nani ka ga hayai to
kanjita
"mada nani mo dekinai sono uchi puragu ga.... "

fukanzenna boku wa kaki otosareta itami ga karada wo tsukinukeru
haha no naki sakebu koe mimi nari ga tomanai byakui no otona tachi boku
wo sukui ageta
reiketsu ni michi afureta hitomi ni chimamire no migi te no nai boku ga
utsuru
sono mama kuroi biniiru ni tsutsumareta
dandan ishiki ga usureru naka boku wa kangaeru shizuka ni
Cage no boku wo kono mama aiseru nara sore de ii yurusezu

aisarenai boku wa kono mama shinda kata ga ii
dakara ugoe wo agezu shizuka ni nemurimashou
ichodo dake haha no ai kono te de kanjite mitai
kore ga ai na no ka mo shirenai arigatou
nido to hirakanai tobira kataku tomerarete ita
demo ne boku wa kitto mirai no kimi dakara
ra ra ra....

(conversation text)
man: hontou ni kore de ii n desu ne
woman: hai
man: anata wa nannin me desu ka
woman: hitori me desu
man: boku wa kazue kirenai kodomo wo koroshite imasu anata wa yurusemasu ka
woman: ...
man: mou ichido kikimasu hontou ni kore de ii n desu ne
woman: hai
man: youi wa ii desu ka
woman: hai
man: dewa hajimemashou
(end conversation text)

karada yakitsukusare hone ga nakunaru made yakitsukusu
sayonara....

mazohyst of decadence
(music by Kaoru)

inochi tachikirareta boku
amari ni hayasugita shi
keshite umare kawarete mo
tachikirenai
[kein] to [eibl]

umiotosareru kodomo tsumi no ishiki no nai otona otosare
namae mo nai boku naze koko ni iru no ka sae wakaranai keredo
"tatta suukagetsu no inochi tomo shirazu...."

boku wa aisaretai boku wa umaretai kono botai no naka mitsumete
boku ga ishiki wo matta toki kara nikkagetsu me nani ka ga hayai to
kanjita
"mada nani mo dekinai sono uchi puragu ga.... "

fukanzenna boku wa kaki otosareta itami ga karada wo tsukinukeru
haha no naki sakebu koe mimi nari ga tomanai byakui no otona tachi boku
wo sukui ageta
reiketsu ni michi afureta hitomi ni chimamire no migi te no nai boku ga
utsuru
sono mama kuroi biniiru ni tsutsumareta
dandan ishiki ga usureru naka boku wa kangaeru shizuka ni
Cage no boku wo kono mama aiseru nara sore de ii yurusezu

aisarenai boku wa kono mama shinda kata ga ii
dakara ugoe wo agezu shizuka ni nemurimashou
ichodo dake haha no ai kono te de kanjite mitai
kore ga ai na no ka mo shirenai arigatou
nido to hirakanai tobira kataku tomerarete ita
demo ne boku wa kitto mirai no kimi dakara
ra ra ra....

(conversation text)
man: hontou ni kore de ii n desu ne
woman: hai
man: anata wa nannin me desu ka
woman: hitori me desu
man: boku wa kazue kirenai kodomo wo koroshite imasu anata wa yurusemasu ka
woman: ...
man: mou ichido kikimasu hontou ni kore de ii n desu ne
woman: hai
man: youi wa ii desu ka
woman: hai
man: dewa hajimemashou
(end conversation text)

karada yakitsukusare hone ga nakunaru made yakitsukusu
sayonara....